Life is better. Life is only getting better each day. I am satisfied with my life choices. I finished high school and actually cared, unlike a lot of people I know. It really doesn’t feel as if it was that long ago. (May 2010) I finished getting my Associate in Arts degree in July 2012. I completed it with a 4.0 GPA overall. I decided to take a break from school and look for my first job. I got a job with my second interview ever. I feel as if I’m happier that I got this job more than the first one I interviewed for and that it will provide a better work reference for me in the future. Also, the best part of this job I got is that I got it by myself. I didn’t use a family or friend connection to get it. The only help I received was my boyfriend’s mother making up a resume for me that gave me confidence. I didn’t even use that resume to get the interview. Other than that confidence, it was all me. I get the satisfaction of having gotten the job on my own… I’m slowly working my way to be more independent. The wait makes me anxious, but I feel as if I am doing well. I’m happy. I’m happier than I’ve been in so long…I actually feel as if I care about more than just my education now. I think my personality has flip-flopped a bit. I get along with and am nicer to people whom I use to not get along with. I’m trying to do things I use to avoid, because the idea of those things didn’t sound pleasing to me. Some of those things I’ve found that I do like them, others I was right about and didn’t like. New experiences are nice though; they confirm what you like and what you dislike. Something I’m really happy about lately is that I don’t feel as if I’m being used anymore. I don’t feel as if I’m being taken advantaged of. I feel loved and liked for just being me and doing what I want to do. I don’t cry because I feel as if I’m not cared about anymore. I only cry because I do care now. I care so much about a lot of things going on in my life. I’m not waiting for something to happen. I’m trying to make everything happen. Life is truly what you make it. Don’t let anyone or anything hold you back from being that creator.
A picture I painted of my boyfriend and I. :)
See my other art/crafts/photos here: http://zaharachan.deviantart.com/
I updated my portrait to my “Oh stop it, you…” dinosaur picture I just drew in Flash. I also updated my background to an old wallpaper I made on Photoshop back when MySpace was a thing. Does anyone still use that?
Anyway, I’m going start blogging a lot more stuff…I barely post on here it seems anymore. 110 or so post compared to the 1,400 or so things I’ve liked on here…
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I plan on updating my Deviant Art starting Monday probably… I have so much stuff to post between paintings, drawings, and jewelry I’ve made. I might actually start selling on Etsy too… I’ll be sure to make an update on both when they happen!
Lastly, I should be starting my new job soon. I’m excited to have my first job now that I’m done with my AA. Yes, I do plan on going back to school. I just need a break. I have to figure out what I really want to do first too.
Until the next one, see ya!