February 2011
3 posts
Sense of Reality.
Have you ever felt as if some part of your life never really happened, even though it totally did? It’s such strange feeling. There are parts of my life where I just remember them so well that I feel as if I was involved with them yesterday when, in fact, it was months ago or even years ago. Then there’s other parts where I feel as if the memory is fading and I’m trying to hold...
Feb 21st
Relapse. Honesty.
I hate it. I hate it. I hate it. I feel as if I’m taking some steps into improving myself, but I always come back to that same fucking spot. I keep doing things I loathe. The main thing is waiting. I despise waiting with an undying passion. I hate waiting any longer than I expect for something. It makes me insane. I’m horribly impatient. I can’t seem to learn patience pass my...
Feb 12th
G'day mate! How ya goin'?
-Secretly has always wanted to marry an Australian man just to listen to his accent- Anyway…I’m swell, comrade! So, for the diet kick: I feel pretty successful once again. I’m eating a salad almost every day. I started out eating a mug full to a bit more than twice that. This is a nice improvement, because I use to hate salad. I’m actually starting to like the taste of...
Feb 5th